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06/23/2016 7:26 PM ·Spoilers

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In all honesty, as much as I respond to replies and talk to some people, I feel like I'm not doing enough to make people feel happy. I'm always off drawing something because I'm so hειι-bent on wanting to get better that I never spend enough time with friends, and that some of them are slipping away from memory-whether it's mine or theirs. (more in comments)

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/23/2016 7:30 PM ·Spoilers

    Whenever a friend of mine on here, irl, etc. is going through tough times or just needs a bit of companionship, I'm one of the biggest letdowns. I've become too centered on my own goals of getting better and avoiding trouble that I'm forgetting other people. I even have a friend going through depression right now and there's hardly a thing I can do about it because I'm too busy >~<

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/23/2016 7:34 PM ·Spoilers

    Not only that, but I've been stressing myself out way too much. Trying to be 'perfect' when I really keep forgetting that perfection's just an ideal and that everyone and everything is flawed... Am I saying I've become too self-centered? In a way, yeah. But I've also put this psychological barrier on myself that I've also got no real self-esteem or confidence either. :(

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/23/2016 7:37 PM ·Spoilers

    I'm practically orbiting around the sphere of stress, self-destruction and striving to improve, and it's made me forget what matters the most to me-my friends. I've been hiding my feelings these past two weeks, but I really can't deny it anymore. ( ._.)"

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  • Jöşħ★

    06/23/2016 7:37 PM ·Spoilers

    WALUIGI feels bad for you.Get well soon.:)

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/23/2016 7:41 PM ·Spoilers

    I've basically become a disappointment to everyone, whether they even know or care for that matter. I don't want to be like this any longer-it just makes me feel horrible. The only thing I can possibly imagine doing is spending more time with everyone, here and elsewhere, and stop stressing over petty and superficial things. I just...I need to make things better. With everyone.

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  • Paige

    06/23/2016 7:49 PM ·Spoilers

    Starkid, you are honestly one of the friendliest people that I've met on this website. I'm not just saying that to make you feel better either. Look, you being great at art is just a bonus that your friends and followers get to enjoy. Your posts are funny and original, and you work WAY harder than I do at my requests. I mean dang I just blob color on the screen and I'm like "nope, too lazy."

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/23/2016 7:58 PM ·Spoilers

    @Josh★ Thanks (and that's perfectly alright-besides the fact Waluigi's my favorite Mario character, actually XD) I've just been in a sullen mood this week, and I know now that I should've explained why. In a way, it's like I'm avoiding people :/ I hate doing that to friends and anyone else I care about. I'm not apathetic, but I've lost my way with others. I'm not being a good friend)

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/23/2016 8:01 PM ·Spoilers

    @Paige Thank you also, but it's actually the 'working hard' part that's driven me from spending time with other people. I've even stressed myself out over drawing, etc. because it doesn't seem 'good enough' to me. I've put a perpetual, unrealistic goal in my head, and because of that I'm not chatting with people as I used to do all the time.

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/23/2016 8:10 PM ·Spoilers

    (Beginning to run out of posts...) As for my friend...as much as I like Miiverse, in all of its bizarreness, I really shouldn't even be on here that much. My best friend is going through depression (due to very personal reasons that he's asked me not to say), and as much as I can't cheer him up, I'm also deserting him because of this ćraρργ obsession to be better at art. I just need to stop...

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  • Jessie

    06/24/2016 6:13 AM ·Spoilers

    Aw man, don't get so worked up, do what you need to do. Hope everything goes well!

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/24/2016 9:21 AM ·Spoilers

    I spent much of yesterday night with my friend, and things appear to be going much better for him. He's coming out of his depression-slowly, but still managing to feel better each day. I'm not as worn out and upset as I was yesterday, but I'm still feeling a little sullen. I've considered leaving Miiverse for a short time, or to just stop drawing for perhaps a week or so. :/

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  • Sgt. Stark

    06/24/2016 9:28 AM ·Spoilers

    (I REALLY don't get depressed often-the last time I was truly depressed was in 6th grade, and...well, that entire year was just horrible, to summarize. I was a little down in the dumps last year, but that was because of my grades in school. It didn't last long either. :T This that I'm dealing with right now is frustrating-not enough to make me cry, but enough to make me feel worthless ( ._.)")

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