is it a real animal or is it made up?

if you could, could you draw it for me or descibe what it looked like?

that's okay, that's what imagination is used for. you know, i was thinking about Dare (i think he's really cute) and i thought a Koala would be a better Australian animal to use

yeah maybe

sorry my wi-fi just stopped working for a while. it's okay, Wolfie is back so did you enjoy your barbeque?

i love barbeque smell and the food is much better when it used on the "barbie" (yes, we call Barbeque's barbies, it's a bit embaressing)

precisly, it's really embaressing

yeah, it's just we got the worst definition of barbie. oh well. i wonder if Dare likes barbies? if so us two mates should definetly have one

that's okay, i'll grill the meat. i've used a barbeque before so i know how to grill food

speaking of that bloke, is he around?

that's a shame

i really wanted to talk to him on an unrelated note, i need coffee. i'm really tired

what part? the talking part or the coffee part?

let's just say when i meet a really cool OC i think i'm actually friends with him and like to pretend i'm talking to him

and uhh... i hate to sound like a wierdo here but... the way Dare looks, i'm kinda... interested in him... if you know what i mean

i... i like you... a lot (i know it's a fictonial character but it's so wierd isn't it?)

'well... don't be upset or angry but... i-i-i lo... i lo...' i close my eyes and look away, feeling very ashamed of myself 'i... love you' (yeah, i think Dare is romantically interesting. don't feel wierded out by this please)

i... i don't know. it's just, i've always liked anthropomorphic animals, especially doglike anthros. and sometimes... when i see one of them i... i can't help but feel... like... i want him because... i have feelings for him. i hope your not angry at me are you? (well just keep in mind, this is mostly for fun, i would never do this in real life unless it was a human guy)

yeah... if only (good night Chris)

hey, sorry about yesterday with Dare. i tend to get a little over to fictional and when i say that i mean i pretend to have relationships to fictional characters. and in this case, i love Dare. i just wanted to tell you that, hope it's not wierd to you

well i'm just saying i'm sorry. of course if you were having fun doing that i don't mind if we keep going. or if you prefer, we can just talk normally

alright, we'll stop then. sorry for making you feel uncomfortable

at least you were understanding, thank you. i was worried you might hate me then

i don't love you, i love Dare. it's more of a joke then a real thing but yeah, it's mostly just a joke. though i will admit i love you as a friend, not in any romantic relationship though

well now you do. do you like that feeling?

this is good, your just not used to the feeling.

yes

only my friends know

some people consider friendship as a form of love. in fact in Greek mythology friendship was a form of love and like i said, some people like me believe that

it can be both. love can be described as pure love or as another way of saying you like your friends

so if i told you "i love you" out of friendship, would you freak out?

well now you know so... i love you as a friend

no. why would you think you would?

that's why i'm here, so i can help

you'll learn to be more confident, i know you will

that's the spirit. keep thinking like that and you'll be much better in no time

sometimes you need to force yourself to do what you don't like

the same for my fears but sometimes you have to do it

you won't, you know you won't either

hey Chris, how are you?

i thought you were going to comment on the comment i made just after you left yesterday

that's okay

you don't have confidence in yourself, that's all because of your past. most of the people in the world aren't the same people you are afraid of. someone like me would comfort you until you regain your confidence

well it's okay to just push yourself to do things, it's go a lot faster

how long?

i'll be honest, i sometimes don't like going upstairs when my stepdad can see me go up because when i sometimes do, he keeps asking questions that can depress me

well i spend about 22 hours a day in my room which is upstairs and my stepdad scares me, a 19 year old guy. that might seem wierd to you but i never liked my stepdad on a side note, i woke up at 1 this morning, so... tired, drinking... coffee

... you don't have a father figure don't you? i'm so sorry to hear that

a father figure is someone who acts like your dad but isn't your dad Chris, i just realized i've made you feel really bad recently and i'm so sorry for that

it's not okay. i here to help you be happy more often but when i remind you of things that really upset you... i just feel so terrible for everything i've said