For me, it's hard to understand others. That's why I love people so much, I want to surround myself with others ^^ Everyone is just so interesting! I'm not feeling down too much anymore, I have medication that's helping my brain function right. Without it... well.. I don't want to think about it. I don't want you to ever take my depression... I don't want you to suffer. Just know I'm fine, really.

I wouldn't ever want that to be possible... but I can promise I'll talk to you if that time would ever come ^^ Thanks, it's always nice to have someone to listen to you...

Heh, thanks again. I'll always be here for you too, you know? Hope you know that. If you need a new catchphrase, don't look at me, I suck at them xD Oh yeah, and what I was saying earlier how I wanted to tell you something but just couldn't say it? Well... what I wanted to say was I really appreciate you. That's basically it if I cut it down to one sentence...

Nuu xC Ugh... well. I mean, I feel like no one really wants to bother with someone like me that has depression. It's why I don't tell anyone about it. But you still accept me. Then I always have those mood swings where I push people away which I don't ever mean.. but you, you wait for me. Even if I'm so deep in darkness and don't want anyone to bother me, you're still there. (continued)

You sincerely care for me, and now I see that. With Calme she's just like "oh, it's just another phase" Which kind of hurts. It is, but that doesn't mean it'll pass by itself. I need help and you're always there to give it. It just means so much to me... and I'll always be there to give help in return ^^ So.. yeah. Thank you, you mean a lot to me.

Hehe, I'm having so much fun right now. I just tied my hair into pigtails -v- ...I'm so weird :/ I wish you were physically here too... heh, and yeah. It's one sided on your part ^^' I usually see it when I've calmed down. Which could take a day or two. Maybe one day we could actually meet in person.. might not happen anytime soon, but I can still dream.

To be honest, I've never thought about how we'd meet ^^' but your ways sound pretty awesome, not crazy at all! Then again, I only heard one way, so who knows if you're really crazy XD

Hehe, I always love to hear about these stories you come up with ^^ I wish I had such a colorful imagination like you.

Well, making up your own story in something that already exists is still exciting to hear. I love stories! Heh, well I'll be here listening to every single one ^^

Erm... I draw, sometimes make my own music, though I never write it down so I forget it..., I also write and bit. I also get creative with my appearance if that counts :P sometimes I make up my own anime with all my OC's in it. OC's are characters you make up btw. Some people don't know that.

xD I actually wrote a fanfic on my anime once. I thinks it's in my google docs somewhere... hmm... I am still working on it. I have all the characters to put in it, but coming up with a plot... it's hard ;^; sometimes I add another character in and then it changes the whole story and I have to start from the beginning xP

Please, I'm not the one to judge. Plus names can be common, I don't think anything of it. Maybe animes already made would be simpler xP But I can't really find an anime where my OC's would fit... meh. I'll stick with my made up anime.

Hmm... true. They could have their own story in that universe instead of having to go through all those events with the main characters... to be honest, I never actually thought of that :/ see how much more creative you are now? xD

I know, I'm a skrub when it comes to this xP

Darn, I wish I was good at being romantic xD *imagines you on valentine's day* ._. Er... anyway~ g'night!

>_> *glares at you as you fly away* Still holding onto that, eh?!

Pretty cool. I spent most of my time beating my brother at smash though, ha xD and then when we went home we dueled a bit... and guess what? I won every match! -v- I'm so proud of myself xP Though he always beat me in pokemon... ;^;

I actually don't play by those new rules. I just use the rules and cards from gen 1. From beyond there I just don't play it. I guess I just prefer back then.

I... don't like change. Unless that change is truly needed, that's just me though.

I was looking at Mother's posts and there's a prom..? Since when? .-.

I don't think the number really changes anything... >_> Plus if this happened before, how'd it even work? :/ Mother might know...

Nope. I ain't going. I'd probably be at the punchbowl with Mother the entire time if I went. Ask Mist to the prom, after all, you do got the hots for her >w> It'd be so cute!

First is the worst, second is the best. GO FOR IT!!

Booo! *sigh* Fine, whatever. I might just go with Mother if she does go. Unless she gets a date... I dun want to be alone.

...Wouldn't it make more sense to ask out your crush for the prom rather than your friend?

Well there's always a first for everyone~

Er... dance? Have questionable fun? I dunno. I've been to a dance before and all I did was talk with my friends the whole time. I stayed away from the dance floor in fear of having to dance... You just have fun with friends really, unless you got a date. Then I dunno.

I don't really know what it'd be like if I got a date... so~ gonna go? And.. ask a certain somebody?

Then ask Mother. She seems like she might now.

Then we should do it! ÒwÓ

Plus it'd give me an excuse to where that once dress I bought secretively when we went shopping that one time... We should do a prom for the Shepherds! Though some might not agree to it, they could find it to be a romantic RP when really I just want it to be a fun get together, like a party I guess.

Mmm.. darn. I didn't think that through. Well I'm out of ideas on how to hook you up with Mist.

Unless we kill off Boyd! ÒvÓ *maniacal laughter* hahahaha- *cough* Actually no, that's terrible. Mrm... well sorry.

Hmm? And what's that? I'm listening to a piano cover of Sadness and Sorrow and I can't help but cry, it's just so... overwhelming with feeling... hold me! ;^; *glomps*

Oh, yeah... that. I can tell she gets tired of me when I get those 'phases' even though I give her all the comfort and love I best can in the moment when she cries. Erm, so what do you mean you think you know why?

Ah, but I know she cares. Calme has never been there when I've actually cried. I've never told her any of the thoughts I have. All I say is really is just I'm feeling bad and don't go into specifics on what's causing it. That why she must think I just have mood swings or something, when something serious is actually causing it, I just don't tell.

I'm not an open person, really. I can't just straight out say what's bothering me, I hate to burden others with my problems. I always put others before myself, it's just my nature.

Yeah, well... shut it xD I just feel comfortable with you. I've been told to hold it all in, actually... so that's what I do. I've never ever said how I truly feel to anyone. Not even you to be honest. Some things are just better left unsaid.

I just write it down. Which is to me, kinda the same as telling someone.

I'm.... very socially awkward. So not outgoing at all ^^' So you were a flirt when you were a kid, huh? Makes sense >w> heh, but thanks.

Well I told you before I love others ^^' I just can't talk to anyone due to my social anxiety :/

It's different in real life though... vastly different in fact. I'll get this high pitched voice and my body will get hot. The feeling is just very uncomfortable, but I try my best to talk to others if I really need to. Like if there's a group project or something.

>_> Ha, but ok.

Why do you care what I think? xD Though it's nice to see you two RPing with eachother ^^ I think it's going great in my opinion.

Well.. yeah. The connections with the quotes really makes the conversation strong.

Pfft. You're so silly sometimes ^^ heh, not that it's a bad trait to have, I rather like it. *Hugs back* Well, g'night then. I'll remember, so don't worry your little sugar coated head about it.

E-eh?! I... love you too.