n she pressd her meat hand gently across my left cheek. u dont desrve a slap honey. she said. u dont deserv what ive been putting u thru. i do it out of discipline son. its hard out ther and u need to kno how to be a good son. i cant let u mess up. like ur old dad.he messed up alot.i cant let u be like him.i want to change both of our ways from this day forward she said.or else nothing will change