lol okay then.How was your day?

Wow they really keep you busy at school huh?

Wow that must suck

What was it for?

Another one?

Wow you are really ahead of the game.What is the project about?

Interesting.So what was your conclusion?

What were the other fruits you were analyzing?

So I will assume the fresh fruits hold more moisture?

Actually that does make more sense now that I think about it.The canned ones are more compact and soak in their own juices already

Well that is an interesting fact,thank you for sharing

'Night

Oh hey Paige,what's up?

Oh really? What for?

Interesting.How did you do?

Congratulations!

Sorry but I'm going to bed now.Goodnight!

Hush, child. You weren't weird. I actually liked being able to help you like that. I felt like I was doing something important by helping you.

Haha. It's come to the point that I can't help but want the best for you. It pains me to know that there are many things that I am powerless to help you through but it only strengthens my desire to help you when I can to the best of my ability. I just wish there were somethings I could be there to hold your hand through. I'm sorry.

I know this hardly seems relevant, but this is a story that just helps prove my point. Last week I was at a holiday celebration in my school with some friends. I was a little spaced out due to my mind being elsewhere. A friend of mine took it as me being depressed and said I was doing it a lot since my break up in the beginning of November. He asked "why don't you just find a nee girlfriend"

The only logical response that popped into my mind was that the only girl I would be willing to take out on a date is a shy, gamer, drummer girl, who lives in a completely different state. I didn't tell him that of course, but I still thought it was an odd thought to have.

Heh. As much as I want to deny it, I do. Pretty often too.

Yup... Just felt like throwing it out there I guess. In hindsight, I'm not sure why I thought it was a good idea to tell you that. Whatever. Interpret it however you like.

Well I'm glad you take joy in it. I want to keep talking here, but I'd also like you to post a comment on my latest post. Talking about Josh made me start thinking so I'm gonna try to get the crew back together for a chat. For old time's sake.

Thanks. Hopefully the rest will join in as well. Now, as for that story, you've become a very dear friend of mine, that much should be clear by now.

Took me a while to find this one again. How's this post to chat?

Keeping our conversation going from yesterday, I hate to admit it, but I really would like to spend time with you in person. You and I would have such a great time.

Haha. It seems like so long ago that I said you and I would some day stop speaking: the day I am no longer useful to you. Still, as much as I would like that day to come and not be needed anymore, I want to stay by your side regardless. Maybe it's what you said that really got to me. "I want you to be in my life forever. You're my friend and friends don't leave friends"

Even if we never do meet and online conversations are all we can ever achieve, I'm glad I got to know you and even more glad that you would call me your friend. No matter how far we are, we are always under the same sky and I'll always be your friend.

If we ever do meet, the first thing I'll do is smack the back of your head for that XD

Try me.

Don't worry, I'll try not to hit you TOO hard. Plus, I'd make up for it afterward.

Well I would probably feel bad and try to make it up to you. Maybe with a soda or snack or something. I don't know, whatever you would want from me really.

I don't know. What is it that you'd like from me?

Hmm... How about a handshake instead? XD

Errm highfive? Fist pound? Patty cake? You know I don't like hugs.

Sigh you really are impossible to negotiate with. Well if it comes to that then I might as well go all the way and steal a kiss as well. Maybe then you'd think twice about hugging me anymore.

Dang it Paige the point was so you wouldn't want to do it, not so you'd get more pleasure XD

I'm no idiot either, but it sounds more like you just want to make me do things for your own enjoyment.

Oh yeah?

Haha well aren't I special... And I'd be lying if I said I didn't care about you. I care more than you expect I would.

Haha do you really? I'm not sure you do.

I guess it's time I stop beating around the bush. I want you to understand where I'm coming from. I hope this doesn't change too much. Paige, when I think of what I want in a woman, you are the shining image of it all. You are fun, intelligent, a gamer, kindhearted, etc. I'm glad that I could be your friend but that no longer satisfies me.

You and I are dear friends of course, but after all the conversations we've had and the struggles we've helped each other through, it's become a little more than that to me. I know that we only speak online and to ask you to be my girlfriend would be a stupid and empty gesture, but I can no longer only think of you as a friend. I like you, Paige, as a friend who wishes we could be more.

I'm sorry for this. I know it's foolish to fall for someone so far away. I hope it doesn't change too much between us. I'll just be on my way now. Good night, my friend.

You're not upset, are you?

Heh. In hindsight, I'm not sure why I decided to tell you this. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Now I only regret it. I just hope your opinion of me hasn't changed.

Hey, Paige

Wazzup?

Me too. I was kinda hoping that you would have something to talk about. Well I'll be participating in Smash tournament at my school on Monday so that'll be fun.

Yo. Care to help me with some last minute practice?

Hey check your messages whenever you get the chance. And I also want to say that I hope that confession of mine hasn't scared you away from speaking with me. I'm certainly not expecting anything to happen between us and I'm not going to hit on you or anything. Nothing has changed, I just thought you had a right to know what I think of you.

Hey there, Paige. How's everything going?

That's great to hear. Anything interesting happen lately? Maybe in the band or something?