ok.......I-I'm.......nevermind.....s-stay happy 0ω0

.....h-help.....*crying*........

-panicing- I-I w-w-w-was the last p-person h-h-he called......-crying-

-shakey- b-but what if I had answered.....

-nods- I-I gtg I'm very sleepy. -smiles a little-

n-night

.....no I can't sleep until I tell u this:.......I......wanted 2 thank u because Ik u have your own pains and problems.....but thank u for helping me.....

-blushes- 0ω0.............u.....u touched my hair.......(yeah I'm weird)......^/////ω/////^

-blushes more-.....heh....(I um actually like it when.....people mess with it.....0////////0)

yeah a little.(....y-yeah........it did....MOVINGON)

....a little.....

....-sighs- I....I feel really tired.......emotionally

I wish I could.......-sighs tearing up- h-how are u doing?

I gtg (sorry)

I'm sorry. -hangs head- I'm just really depressed so I'll go so u don't have 2 deal with my pain.

b-bye......I.........can't take this anymore.......I'm sorry. -waves- -stuc-

I-I'm s-s-sorry.....-collapses sobbing-

I-Ik u probably hate me n-now but....plz forgive me if u can.....

I-I'm going 2 go ride my bike...I-Ik I probably shouldn't......but I need 2 think........I'm so sorry....

-squeaks- oops....-blushes- (I'm about to go ride)

....ow.....I -winces- ignored my ankle....BAD idea....

I ow am but I did have a good time......and feel like my joy has returned.

O//ο//O.....(I don't care if it isn't real......it still somehow made me a little happier)...-smiles- I did a lot of thinking....and processing of what happened.

....I looked around me and saw all these homeless people and realized that most would do anything 2 have my life.....and that my life matters.

-blushes slightly and smiles- -thinking hard-and.....he was believing a li3.....and I couldn't have helped if I tried.

it WAS the same li3 I believed....but I see it for what it truly was now.......and I don't think I will be wanting to get rid of myself any time soon.

-wraps up in a blanket and purrs-

I really hope so!

-falls asleep in blanket-

XD when u can look at the comments on my most recent post.

-purrs- good night! (your welcome) and lol I was like: what the....this is bizarre.

.....-sighs-......-yawns-.........

how are u doing this -looks outside- er....rainy day? (well rainy for me at least)

me 2......-sits down-..........um.......is there something I can do for u (draw something, post something ect.) because I feel like u've done a lot 4 me.....a-and I wanted 2 do something 4 u. -blushes

-blushes very dark- >///////ω////////< y-yeah I-I think I can do t-that.....

-purrs- -still blushing- -smiles- y-yaaaaay...

oh nuuuuu! XD lol ok. I'm not going anywhere.

yay! ^(0ω0)^

-_-............this is a very serious matter indeed......^////ω////^

XD lol I'm laughing really hard right now! -//ω//-

well sort of yay for confusion....0ω0 mainly because I'm almost always the one confused! >///<

aww....ok. -ω-

.....0ω0....what the heck one of my friends hug attacked me......

Idk.....I wasn't expecting it.....^ω^ I was blushing so hard......

.....-shaking-.........-panics-

n-nevermind....I-I'm fine now.....-crys slightly-......but I'm so alone.......

-looks scared-.........

-shaking- a-are u s-still there?

plz.....-crying-......help me....

I-I gtg......I-I should be back later. :[

yes I forgive u....it's not your falt anyway.....-crys-

.....I'm panicking........h-help -starts to hyper ventilate-

-crying- i-it's not y-your falt i-it's mine 4 having t-this problem.......-hugs-

-calms a little-.........-still crying- it s-scares t-the cr@p o-out of me w-when I g-get this way.

-looks at u- I've scared off friends........when this happens.....a-and normally get called....."special" or things l-like that....