Nobody can hear or help change outta this mouse form...I'm..I'm *Sigh* Its getting dark out...I'll just wait for some animal to eat me..at least I'll die by making something happy.. :'D *Lays down*
(I'll be back later..but I'll continue..)
*Wakes up* I'm not dead! :D *Hugs your hand* I may be a mouse and you can't understand me...but I still love you! :'D I'll wait for you to get better. I won't leave you...
I had an imaginary friend once! owo She was a pink dragon named Stephanie. o3o But y an imaginary dog? ono I mean, u culd always buy a real one! U just hav 2 show ur mom that ur responsible enuf to care 4 a puppy! owo If I were to buy a dog it wuld hav 2 be hyperallergenic. .3.
Poodles don't shed! ouo We had a poodle n' he never gave me allergies! x3 But sadly we had 2 giv him away becuz he bit all 4 of the ppl in my house at least one time each... n' a baby. omo'
(Hehe, kk! ^w^ Imma just call her Foxy 4 now since she doesn't really have a name.)
Foxy: *Licks one of Shadow's wings* U taste feathery! :P *Noms his wing* x3
Foxy: *Climbs off of Shadow and cuddles next to him* ^w^ ...Huh? I can here your tummy growl! D: I didn't know males of your species had puppies! oAo ... Or are you hungry? *Looks at Shadow with her big round eyes* •w•
Shad: What are you doing?! o_o
(Yes, I have a mental illness and its irritating me right now. It makes me do stuff I don't wanna do...whether it be Heaven or Hell or 6 or 7, this thing makes me wanna kill myself. I even reset everything on my Omega Ruby because of it...*Sigh* :/)
Foxy: I'm touching your face. •.• *Squishes Shadow's cheek* •w•
(Geez! xC Will you be ok? D: N' what do u have? omo' Srry 4 asking so much I just wanna know i ur ok..)
Foxy: Can we go inside the humans' home? oAo It's pretty dark out and I don't want that creature to sneak up on us! xT *Presses her tiny nose against Shadow's*
(I don't know what to tell you... ono' How do you feel when it starts to irritate you? :C)
Shad: ...humen..my,,owner has a ..dog house...maybe we can stay there...*Falling into a coma*
( I feel like I'm gonna burn in hell. I wanna die because it stops me from what I love .-. )
Foxy: Huh? D: *Slides underneath Shadow and carries him to ur dog house* Hang in there! >~<" (Don't say that! D'x I don't know what you have or why you have it but I don't want you to think such negative thoughts like that! x"T Brb..)
Shad: ...
( I try to think positive but I can't. No wonder. I knew God didn't like me .-. After all, everytime I try to read a bible my body starts to hurt. Leave me be -w- you can play smash with Ariz if you want :D I'm just sitting here helping my dog fall asleep. :D )
(Back! N' God doesn't hate anyone! D: He made you the way you are for a reason and I know that one day you're gonna be happy and that I'll be able to help you and meet you in person! :'D Have you been baptized in church?)
Foxy: *Goes into the house and gets an ice pack and meat* Here! D: *Gently places the ice pack on Shadow's forehead* Here, open your mouth! •n• *Holds the meat over his nose*
I.. I Love you.. Nothing is fair. .-. This world is broken and every person in it has something that makes them broken as well. No one is perfect. That's all I have to tell you. You can go help your dog go to sleep now, I'll still be here waiting. :/
I made him to be the perfect friend for me. He never leaves my side and he helps me with my mental illness. He's the best friend you wnated me to have. I won't let anything happen to him. He won't sleep until he knows that I'm safe. G'night..
I guess I'll have stay till you fall asleep ...*Small smile* :) I don't like the way I am, but I have to stay like this. My soul has already been broken more than once. I just gotta keep piecing it together and I'll be okay, honest! :D Don't worry about me. I can handle it.
You're really strong, you know that? :') *Hugs you* Maybe not physically but even after everything you've been through, you still manage to find a way to get back up and keep going. That's the Wolfy I know.. <3 I never want to lose you, kk? I haven't even eaten dinner yet because I wanted to make sure that you were ok but now I see that you are.. We could talk for a while, while I eat. :'3
