its a little dark so bear with it, i always had a nice life always got what i needed never around drugs or violence. but then my moms boyfriend happend he always used to be a nice guy well atleast
before narcotics. about 5 years ago he started and i even new before my mother did and i really didnt pay mush attension until the arguing. my mom was always drunk and my moms boyfriend was alwayshigh
and i didnt pay attention because thats what i thought a normal relationship was because thats what my mom and dad were like before devorce. but then my mom started getting abused i remember at one
point in time my moms face was beat in he literaly beat her face in with a metal chord. finaly things were taken care of and he was history but i was still mad at myself. thats when things went wrong.
to get rid of the guilt i began to drink and my old friend introdused me to pot and i started to get angry at every body. finaly i got help from people and
music began to take the pain and i started playing the guitar. but the songs bleed and zzzyx road i could realate to and thats why every time somebuddy brings up their stress i talk about those songs
itsokay and heythere will beno more cutting i have alot of expiriencewith old girlfriendand friends thatused to cutthemselfs and i havea friend named mica witskywhosgetingover herfriend offingherself
Part 1, Him: His eyes burned like an unseen fire, As he realized what he'd done. His temper washed away into the ocean of sadness, While his emotions flew away with the passing birds.
His emotions are gone as is she, All that is left is nothing. His realization sets in of what he did, And all he can do is stay there. Unwanted, Unloved, Unwelcome, He stayed there.
Part 2, Her: Her mind was made up, When she thought of what he did. Her emotions washed away, While he walked up to her. Her heart was already shattered, From the last time he hit her.
