aww that sounds awful :/ its the same way the brother of my deceased grandma died, only 2 days after she passed away herself... :/

awww :(( well lets try to enjoy our lives the best we can, while it lasts, Natalie, we may be miserable or sad sometimes but a lot of ppl must have it much worse, living under very harsh conditions, in war, extreme poverty, being oppressed,... we dont have it so bad after all, and we gotta enjoy the simple nice things in life, dont you think? :)

goodluck with ur hw, Nat.... thats all i wanted to say to you yesterday after that... XD Goodnight, myfriend :D

Hahaha yea 'today' ohh but now its yesterday XD ohh well, goodmorning myfriend, how are you feeling today? :) mmm that dizziness,.. doesnt sound good :s, maybe u have a (too) low blood pressure? :o But plse continue to eat well&enough ok? Eum .. srry 4 keeping repeating that XD but I'm just concerned about you :) plse stay healthy :)

I'm often dizzy and tired too, my mom always says i need to get my heart checked :/ And .. yea imo poor ppl are much nicer ppl and much more generous! :) I hope you had a nice meal ^^ And maybe see you later, today :) pfff I'm so tired already today tho XD .... I dont wanna go to work! :(

Awww :( Did you sleep well this night? I hope you sleep well tonight, dear Nat :/ but well... what do you expect if you listen to such awful music?! XD jk jk XD hahahaha Do you remember some of those dreams? mm? Well I hope you'll have a nice meal, and dont you have any choco-spread to change it up (from peanut butter) Idont think its more expensive, im not sure tho, maybe u could ask ur mom 4it?

Speculoos-spread (or paste?! XD) is very tasty too!!! XD Do you know 'speculoos' or 'speculaas'? :))) Its soo tasty and very 'belgian' XD and I'm sure you'd absolutely love it if you ever get the chance to eat it :) I hope you slept alot better tho :/ Hows your dizziness? :( ... Well hopefully i can see you later tonight, mon amie :)

Well... I saw ya XD I hope to see you later today again tho :) &that you slept well yesterday.. you sounded still a little dizzy tho :/ I was too actually XD and still am a little... maybe its just the time of the year idk XD

How were you feeling today? :/ I hope you slept well :/ Do you think you'll have time tomorrow to play AC? :o

Yea srry, but you still did great on the test, right? (ofcourse that was because of my EXCELLENT teachings the day before ;D) ik you only needed 1 of my teachings to ace that test, but dont worry I wont take ALL the credit for that grade... XD But yea i rlly couldnt stay on yesterday, I had this horrible migraine and I still got this cold with lots of coughing and sneezing, I cant rid of it :/

easy: i bribed your teachers... anything else? XD... I'd love to quiz you again sometime tho :).... Youre awesome Nat! XD (-me being persistent again, until u start believing me... XD)

Keep thinking that! :) haha Ohh well too much selfconfidence isnt good too XD just the right amount XD BTW I still wanted to tell you yesterday about Xavier and his friend..I've had a friend like that for several years, we went on vacation together, we worked together (he still works at our place) his name is Mario I think I told you about him before, anyway we got into an argument at work and...

since then, we never said a single word to eachother again... I remember that sometimes he could say very mean things too tho... friends dont always need to be cheesy or mushy or even friendly but... certain things you dont say to eachother, or youre not a good friend imo... i guess a lot of ppl have diff. opinions on what makes a friend :ss But yea without i cant call someone who isnt loyal,

myfriend... thats 1 of the things I appreciate sooooooooo much about you, Natalie, being loyal, trustworthy and dependable is too underapperciated, nowadays... I'm so lucky to have found you, and I'd never betray your trust either... not in a million years! :)

woa... I've never heard you so aggressive XD ... You're always so sweet and kind! XD But its good to let of some steam sometimes :) If you want to: yell at me, as much as u want! XD Let the anger out and dont bottle it up! XD Ido hope I'll get to hear the 'jolly' Nat again soon tho ;) But seriously are you feeling any better now, Nat? :/ Did u sleep ok? I'm sure things will calm down soon myfriend

I'm mad sometimes XD But I just cant stay mad, never longer then 1hr, Immediately after I get angry at someone I start to relativate why this person offended me, I always try to think in his/her place and I just cant stay angry for long.. I hope your stress will fade away soon, Nattie... :s

Im sure it will eventually, myfriend :) Dont you have vacation on halloween or thanksgiving soon? :o (Idk exactly cause those are American-holidays XD) I havent told you about my trip last weekend have I? XD It was pretty awesome, we did paintball the WHOLE day on saturday, it was fun but EXTREMELY tired, afterwards my bfff (the one whose getting married) had to run around in a pig suit, unarmed..

and everyone (about 40 ppl!) was allowed to shoot him... poor guy XD In the evening all his friends had to challenge him one by one with some kinda battle. The worst challenge i remember was that he had to eat a 'swedish delicacy', some kinda fish in a can, its called Surströmming, and i dont think i've ever smelled a worse stench in my life! DX hahaha, it was a fun weekend tho :)

yea I hear ya :s I'm so fed up with the routine, I need to go somewhere.. I hope that you can do something nice next friday... hows the bedroom coming along? :) mmm I rlly dont get this --> 'that is why you dont get married' :o There must be 1000s of reasons for that :((( Ohh well... do you think, you'll have time tomorrow to talk on ACNL? :o

It was fun but it simply wasnt enough... :( I felt better for exactly 1 day... then work started again DX I need a true vacation at least a couple of weeks out of Belgium! XD Or like my colleague, he went away on a trip throug south america for 3 months!!! Now THATs a vacation!! XD.... pff I can only dream about that ;_;

Ohh right I understand now about the pig thing... XD even after you explained it here, I still had to read ur explanation three times again to 'get it' XD I can be really stupid sometimes hahaha and awwwwwwwww :(((( tuesday just got a lot worse... :/ I really do miss you XD but wednesday then? :o I really hope i can see you then :))) Monday wasnt ruined cause I got to see my niece again today! :D

She was soooo adorable again! :DDD I got this supercute photo of her, I wish I could show it to you XD yea those are my highlights atm in my life, talking to you and seeing my niece XD hahaha

mmmm Idk..I dont understand your answer XD the way I see it is that in the last step you divide both parts of the equation by (a-b) which is 0... and since you cant divide by zero its not allowed to do..there really isnt an answer:) Sry if its 2easy for you... im not that good at math but it looked confusing to me at the time XD I genuinely do like your handwriting tho, its so very you&unique! :D

Yea ik, ididn't Like what I wrote so I deleted it :s it wasn't rude or unfriendly but... idk :/ u may not realize it but tbh what u said the other day, made me feel bad about myself :s that it's only myself that I have to blame for my problems, me being the way I am, that I don't have the right to feel sad, and I don't know how good I have it.... I probably should change abit but idk how

U don't want me to change too much do you? Getting too much selfconfidence could make someone arrogant, getting too independent can make someone selfish... I 'll do my very best to change, Natalie, u probly said it to help me but I honestly am not more miserable then most other ppl. Well I hope to see you later today... srry about this but I had to say it. :/

I've had rough times too you know it's not all my own fault that I'm sad sometimes

wow... srry i didnt reply to this... its a bit ironic tho... cause now im fine and its YOU that i very badly want to be much happier... :/ i rlly dont know why youre not confident about ur appearance tho XD, its a mystery, cause last time i saw your picture u looked so beautiful, u rlly shouldnt worry about that :D

but youre so much more then that... (sweet, artistic, cool,..) :) and its simply inevitable that ppl will start seeing that and u will get more interesting, trustworthy and real friends :) anyway... what i wanted to say is: after a loooooong quest i found more dutch speaking ppl on miiverse! XD even found a Belgian Dutch-speaking Nathalie! XD take care and seeya soon, Nattie :)

ok about those (supposedly) flaws... idk where u see them XD... its probly in ur head... u have to focus on the good stuff about urself, Natalie, theres so much to like about you, and idk anything about u to not like, sure ur not perfect but, have u thought about it like this: those 'flaws' make people love you all the more, u wouldnt be Natalie without them. Ur a good and beautiful person,Natalie

inside and outside, and im proud to call you my closest friend :) whatever happens, i'll always remember you and care about you

np at all :) I really care a LOT about you, sometimes more then I want to XD I love being your friend, Natalie :D Its one of the best things I've done with my life so far :) Its great to be of importance to an amazing friend like you :) I cant wait to talk again to you... :)

yea who knows? Anything is possible i suppose, maybe if i can find someone who is blind (so she cant see me) and deaf (so she cant hear me) AND if she isnt too bright.... maybe then? XD (you didnt mind sarcasm right? XD) But seriously Nat, thx for believing in me :) you really help me alot, with being there for me :) and I never wanna lose you, just thinking about that almost makes me cry

and ik I'll have to put myself out more, meet new ppl, and thx with friends like you and Summer everything might turn out ok for me...

I'm positive, really Natalie, every day i go to work I try to be nice to people, smile at them and say goodmorning... but evil ppl can wear you down if you have to spend 8hrs a day with them... Luckily I have you and Summer :) and I'm also listening to more music again... not really your style but positive music ;)

♪♪♪'Cause every time it rains, You're here in my head, Like the sun coming out-- Ooh, I just know that something good is gonna happen. And I don't know when, But just saying it could even make it happen...♪♪♪ --Doesnt sound too bad right? ;)

Jan, you are perfect the way you are

Thank you, my friends, I wouldn't even be half as positive without you :) I don't have much time right now, I'll write u back more later, besides it's too cold XD colder then yesterday!! Can we trade places now, Natalie? XD Did you have fun yesterday with that youth-thing, Nat? Bye, ttyl ^^

^^ im soo glad you had so much fun yesterday! :D yea its getting colder and colder here DX -1C now --and yes i wanna trade, i'll even do math for that XD wth would u eat napkins?? can u explain that? XD &youre making new friends so easily! for me it takes ages... ohh well np, i happen to have the very BEST friends already ;) I love reading about u having a fun time! ^^ i rlly wish the volunteering

will be as much fun for you, Nat, plse tell me about it ok? :) & about blushing... XD its natural my friend, ithink ican safely say that the large majority of guys rlly like that :) it makes a beautiful girl even prettier :) & its such an honest and sweet reaction. if Jaylen sees it he will probly think you like him... so thats not a bad thing now is it? XD and blushing bc ur family embarrases you

im sure you'll get used to the things they say and it'll make u blush less and less, dont worry Nat :)

so how have u been lately? Did u have a nice day today? ^^ I (tried to) sleep late today and then i (finally!) started cleaning up my house! ;) hahaha ... I cleaned for 3 hours straight... fun huh? XD and later i wrote christmascards at my parents.... soo many christmascards... (my mom wants to send cards 'the old-fashioned way' -in the mail, with our names handwritten... -_- hahaha

so i had all this glitter on me from those christmascards.... quite girly huh? XD bye see u later, bye my sweet friend :)

yea christmas .... i still need to find something for my mom, my bro, Robbe and my brothers gf.... My mom is always the hardest to find something for.... i hate Xmas shopping DX

idk if its all worth it... XD idont mind searching for presents for my mom, stepdad and bros at all i forgot that i needed to get my stepdad 2 presents tho! --his bday is on Xmas!! XD but whats more is that my real dad and stepmom kinda demand presents! :/ they used to give whole lists of stuff they wanted us to buy for them... & they re not rlly worth it :s

we're giving eachother the presents on january 4th at my moms (im not sure why) so i still have some time.... but tomorrow is the christmasparty at my dads... :s Did you get some nice stuff for christmas, Nat? :) i really hope so! ^^

Yea, thats true, but i always wanna find the perfect gift for my mom, and i never succeed! :/ shes the one that deserves the best gifts, the most, but its almost impossible to find her something good :( & im so happy that your going to have a great time with your friends! :DD Can you tell me something more about Marissa tho? ik you told me a LOT about Jaylen XD but idk much about her :)

My old school friends came over the other day too and guess what we did? yup, we watched movies and played videogames... XD but It was so nice to have them over :)

well we're pretty crazy too right? ^^ and more importantly: best friends ever... always! ^^ speaking about that: today i booked my trip to the USA... i hope i can tell u about that later in AC sometime... im still abit worried tho.... i'll be gone for 23 days, i rlly cant lose you and Summer when i come back... but its more then that, i want us to be just as good friends as we are now

i dont want our friendship to become any 'less good' :/ idk if that makes sense... XD & i hope im not asking too much but i want to be just as close and great and wonderful friends as we are right now.... (the other night i slept pretty bad thinking about that.... :/)

we won't leave you Jan, for anything

I love you guys, unspeakably much.... ;_; *almost cries while writing this... XD

PS: time away may not necessarily mean i have more to say: ive had this before if i see my friends again after a long time, i might go again into shy-mode for a short time XD not kidding tho... hahaha