XD i remember talking about 'words as weapons' by birdy with you, but you said that u didnt like it because it was too dark.... its good to change ur mind sometimes tho ^^

and idk about my shyness sometimes i even bug myself with being like that!! XD thx for trying to help me and being there for me tho, youre the best, Nat :) goodnight, Natalie i really hope to see you as soon as possible... :)

mmm weird bc skinny love is 1 of her songs that ididnt like as much as her other songs, ithought i told you about 'weapons as words' bc it was just out at the time, but its not important, forget about it It does sound 'folky' but the lyrics are not exactly happy to me

Omg I just found out terrrists were trying to do the same thing in Belgium, as what happened last week in Paris, Charlie Hebdo, but they were killed... still there's a lot of tension here and possibly more attacks coming....

it happened in 'Verviers' & sure i'll be careful, theres not much i could do anyway but, i'll be fine, thx Nat :) this might sound random to say but: as my greatest friend i really love you a lot Natalie :) sweet ppl like u should be cherished :) sry i wasnt on yesterday i'll try to be on at 9 pm my time for a little while, how are u yourself btw? ttyl, Nat :)

Hey Nat, goodmorning^^ icant wait to see you again on Tuesday :D btw yesterday while me and my buddy were working on the electricity, there really was an electric shock XD but no one got hurt, so np ;) Have a nice day, Nat & have fun with the cosplay, you'll really dress up as Zelda right? :O I sooo wish I could see that! XD Anyway, take care, see ya tomorrow ^^

Nat... please help me... I'm in distress again....

Ohh are you ok now, Summer? :o BTW you guys were too funny again yesterday ^^ ~Summer secretly looking up the answer to my riddle XD and Nat... choosing to tie an old sick lady to the roof of a car XD.. and the weirdest part is that, knowing you, Nat, that doesn't even surprise me much anymore... XDD

XD this morning at work was pretty good. I was sitting next to Veronica in the computer room and she was complaining: "I told them so many times before... grrr why don't people ever listen to me!? ><" so I said to her, in my most interested voice: "mmm? Were you saying something? :o, sorry I wasn't really paying attention" and I looked away.. and at that moment she began strangling me... XD

Good~COLDDdd!><~morning... I was so cold when I went to work today XD I also had to wear another thinner coat because my good one was still soaking wet from the rain and hail storm I was in, so u can imagine how bad that was yesterday XD well I hope you had a nice evening yesterday with youthgroup and I wish u a fun day at school today :) see u soon, hopefully, I really wanna try helping you out..

with chemistry if possible :) Bye btw: very funny story about that girl with the pregnancy tests... XD

Hi me again here :p thank goodness it's Friday again, I'm completely worn-out -_- I won't be on for long this evening bc my friend Pieter will be coming over tomorrow morning to continue working on the electricity again, , I still hope to see you and Summer tonight tho, you're both just too nice and fun and sweet to miss for too long :)

& I'm glad you had a great time again, you deserve all the happiness in the world, Natalie :)

aww... but its ok, i think im gonna go2bed early anyway, iwas pretty tired all day again. Cool tho, what color will you paint it in? :) & how was your day today? ohh how did the chemistrytest go? XD excuse me for the many questions but... 1 more :p: will i see you tomorrow or sunday plz? XD i really hope so! if not: have a nice day tomorrow, see u soon, dear Nat! :))))

Pffff I rlly hope to talk to you as soon as possible.., my emotions almost got the best of me today, and they weren't even "bad" emotions.. XD but the consequences could've been very bad tho.. you're the only one I could talk about this, but I'm hesitant to even tell you tbh XD

Time is a weird thing, sometimes I feel like we're timetravellers: living apart at different times during the day XD I woke up today feeling more tired then when I went to bed DX

"Yarn" with out the "r" sound, that's how to pronounce "Jan"

did Jan make that complicated? XD

btw my busted blood vessel is on my right wrist on the right side, and yes, it hurts

ugh i tried my best here!!! XD just put a 'y' sound of 'yes' in front of all the vowels in the french word 'ananas' and you'll get something sounding alot like my name! XD fun fact: we sent a card signed with all our names to friends at home, and when i was signing it a friend said to me [sarcastically]: 'wow you have such a complicated name, try not to write it wrong and write something like...

Jam.... ok?' ... i was like.... -_- .... no.... wth would i do that? grrrrr >< (and why 'JaM'!? grrrr XD)... my friend also said we all got along so well bc we're all creative ppl with a great imagination, and i found a french expression about that there: 'Un adulte créatif est un enfant qui a survécu'

Grrrrr XD thank goodness you're still the only person who consistently calls me Jam, fine I'll allow it to you, but only you! :0 ok... maybe Summer can call me Jam too.... but that's it!! XD 'survecu' is the passe compose of 'survivre', I'm sure u understand it now :) "a creative adult is a child that survived" ;)

have you learnt and conjugated 'vivre' before? :o Its almost the same, really. vivre ---> vecu. sur-vivre ----> survecu. I think its easier to learn a language if you can see how the words are built up. but Yea i like it2 :) Never let your inner child die! ^^ &unless its something mean or hurtfull ppl shouldnt tell anyone to 'grow up' or not be 'childish', kids have great ideas& imagination

there are many things that kids can do that adults don't, if i grew up, i wouldn't run around my amusement park and ride rides, "Live on, Inner child!!!!"

i havent heard from u guys in awhile... :/ i love you... bye

i've just been AFK for a while... no internet :/ i have separation anxiety and its been bad lately... on the bright side, i have a Belgian Draft horse to watch over for a while ^^

me too: #selfconfidenceLevelDropsToZero :ssss

Nintendo's stupid servers are "under maintenance" >< so internet won't work here ether... ><

Yea sry I couldn't get online yesterday because of that, I'll talk to you guys later hopefully

Oh well, I hope you'll still have a little time to talk to me in AC too sometimes, if possible

pfffff i missed u by 5 minutes today............ >< guys...... please tell me..... we're NOT growing appart are we? ;_; this makes me really sad, i gotta speak to you guys soon, its been far too long :/ in any case: get better soon, Natalie, rest well and take care of yourself, what sickness do you have? i'll see you tomorrow then, i hope................

I really hope you're getting better :) and thx, when's spring break exactly? I hope we can see each other much more then :3 Remaining best friends with you is 1 of my deepest wishes

mine is next week ^^ i hope you don't have homework over spring break Natalie.... to much work rots the brain, don't stress to hard you guys, even the rain will come to an end, but you need the rain to see a rainbow

its been a long weekend already, so what's up?

if i am, i cannot be online long, i cannot be online tomorrow ether...

Hey I'm so glad about that news ^^ .... tbh i still find it hard to believe XD its too much to hope for, you really think you'll have more time for us? :o... you really WANT to spend more time with us? I mean... I can be abit boring sometimes XD it d be so awesome tho: playing more games with you, maybe pokemon and smash bros again... seeing more of ur drawings... :)

I was definitely going to try to send you a drawing for easter again :) but if you can draw anything again on art academy it d be so awesome too! ... Lets just hope that those meds will work well with you :)

Natalie, Summer we're best buddies forever, right? ^^

I'm sry... it must be really frustrating being my friend sometimes DX I don't doubt you, I don't doubt our friendship, I just want to be sure I treat you nicely, the way you deserve to be treated, my friend, I have very little experience with much younger friends, or female friends or online friends or... XD I just wanna be good to you :) I hope I am.. bc I'm so weird and insecure sometimes... :/

ok, i'll write more positive stuff then, but i think we can be a positive influence for eachother as well, dont you agree; Natalie? Maybe the things i write here, come across much more negatively then i intend to... idk :o or maybe something got lost in translation bc i reality: im doing alright :) i've got a lot of fun stuff coming up

this weekend im meeting up with my school friends, the weekend after we're going on a trip with the family, next month my baby niece will get baptized and im going to meet up with some colleagues.. im very stressed but ik i'll manage: i have Veronica and my colleague Anouck is also super-nice and theres this very pretty girl at my work that i kinda like XD (ofcourse i dont have ANY chance with her

XD but its still nice to talk to her whenever i get the chance :)) talk to you soon, i hope, o and have fun at youth group! ^^

JAN!!!! this is important, DON'T GET HER BAPTIZED QUITE YET!!!! give her something i never got, A CHOICE, please let her make her own choice....

Hi Natalie, good-day to you ^^ ohh that's nice ~c'est chouette~ ik French cuisine is pretty good :) I'm so glad it's finally Friday today! :D... Friday the 13th XD me and my colleague made a deal to play on the lottery today and if either of us would win we'd let the other person in on the winnings, we figured we already had our share of bad luck at work, so we'll surely win XD

Eum I don't see a problem with my cousin getting baptized, Summer.. What do u think about that, Nat? :o My brother, her father said to me he wanted to get her baptized to leave her a choice to marry in church later if she wanted to... in any case: I don't think it's a bad thing... Too bad I couldn't see u guys yesterday, I was on at 4, ur time but you must've been busy and Summer was playing..

Pokemon shuffle XD np I had a mean headache anyway yesterday, have a great day, my friends and I hope I can see ya later today, bye :3

I was baptized as a baby, i never got a choice... I don't remember being baptized, i wanted to remember... I want to make my own choice, i NEVER got a choice and i want to make my own from now own, Jan, just wait till she's old enough to remember... please?

I don't have any say in this, Summer + I still don't believe it's a bad thing... there are plenty of religious choices she can still make for herself later on. I'll try to be on today at 9 my time and I hope I can see u then, I'm srry I wasn't on this weekend, Nat

I went to my old schoolbuddies, Christophe&Bart and we had a lot of fun playing videogames together ^^ I hope you had a great weekend as well, kayaking with your bf, see ya later :3

Ps: your brother is really clumsy XD see you soon, Natalie, take care :3

Goodmorning Nat!! ^^ it's very misty outside here... :o I was wondering how you are today and if you slept well, my friend :) I had a pretty nice day yesterday, I'm still thinking about when my brothers gf gave Hanne little pieces of bread for the first time and the face she made when trying to eat those... XD so funny and cute, do you think I can see ya later today? :) I hope so but I understand

if you can't, have a nice day and I'll ttyl, ciao! ^^

thats good to know! ^^ and thats ok, im exhausted anyway :0 i do hope to see ya tomorrow tho, if possible bc i wont be able to see ya after thursday, until next tuesday.... :/ Have fun and try to relax as much as possible at youth group, dear friend :3

it's good to see i didn't miss anything today ^^ and while i was in english, a word showed up, a dreaded word, the word was "Outline" DX i don't wanna do an outline!!!!!...... oh well...

I'M SOOO HAPPY, i got 2 new inhabitants in my room, (my sister isn't happy about this at all...) i got 2 (bare with me) Chilean Rose Hair Tarantulas!!!!!! I've always wanted a Tarantula :D

i had an anxiety attack during chorus when my school went under "code red" or a hard lock down, IT WASN'T A DRILL

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