Well, I'll comment on one of your posts now, ok? XD

Ok... I'll see you later.. Love you..

Hey! Good! XD I was just watching YouTube stuff and eating dinner.. XD

Well, hopefully s/he was so full afterwards that they were quite and not rowdy. XD

Oh good.. All my friends when I was 14 were either younger than me, emo, or high strung.. XD Well, I usually, almost always, was the oldest in most situations..

Well, I can always give that guy an invite and make another.. XD

Oh, I will! XD Let me go do that right now.. And I will be commenting on your post now too, so we can still talk.. XD

It's up now! XD

.......It's been 4 days..... I'm pretty sure something bad happened.... Did you move already and not say goodbye...? Are you so busy you can't come on...? I'm worried to the point that I am crying every hour and having stomach issues of the worst kind.... Today, I'm looking at some therapist profiles and choosing one to talk to next week... My mom told me it will help.... I sure hope so...

I was, if you told me you were moving, tell you that we could write letters to each other over the mail.... So, we could stay in touch.... But... Was that the last time we would speak..? Did I lose my chance...? I have that sinking feeling it was.... So.... If it was.... I'll start writing what is going on with my life now for you, I guess... I just.... If I knew... Maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad..

Day 1, September 6, 2014: (How this will work is I will write about what may be happening today and what happened yesterday.) Today, I kinda wanted to sleep in, but my stomach and mind had other plans, so I've been up since 6 am. We are planning to get a laptop today, so I can start my LPs, and I decided to call myself magmadove. As you know, I will be doing Super Mario Galaxy first, since I

have fully completed it several times and it has one of my favorite video game soundtracks.. I may do LoZ:MM after that. I went with my mom and sister to a meeting my sister had to attend and my mom and I went to an Italian restaurant.. We got stuck in almost sit still traffic for 1 1/2 hours and my sister and mom were so angry with it, they told me to stop talking 20 minutes in, and, when

I'm nervous, it's hard for me to not talk, so it was difficult and boring. Well, the Italian restaurant my mom and I went to my family on my mother's side has gone to for quite awhile, especially for anniversaries and birthdays. My mom and I shared fried calamari, I had seafood fettucini alfredo for an entree (I always get it when I can.. I dunno why..) and we shared a cannoli for dessert. My mom

ate too much too. Well, besides those things and trying to watch lectures and YouTube, that was my day yesterday in a nutshell... Well, I had three dreams last night... I will say the first two briefly, then I'll say exactly what happened with the last one, which is actually what half compelled me to start writing these entries...

The first one was held outside of a covenant. I could hear the bells tolling and the chanting. (Much like the chanting in Hunchback of Notre Dame actually..) I was dressed in a dark navy blue skirt and white blouse and my hair was pulled back, like a school girl. I saw small groups of children, around the ages of 5-6, in the same kind of clothes, except more modest for their age, walking in groups

of 10, with one adult woman for each group, who each looked identical, each looked around 25, slick brown hair and brown eyes. And each group walked silently, which is unusual for children of that age. Then, I heard some children crying in one group, breaking the silence. I ran over (ugh.. the skirt was too short for my tastes and the blouse had no.. supporting stuff.. and it was apparent when

I ran..) over to them. And, the child that was crying was a boy who I used to babysit all the time. But, what was odder, was that the other children in the group were people who are grown up or older and what I imagined them at that age... I saw a girl who annoyed me from Marine Biology last year named Suzanne (extremely flirtatious), I saw a neighbor I used to have named Shane, who was like my

little brother, same age as my sister. I saw the child version of this lady who works at a grocery store near us and who could be in her own sitcom with her clumsy luck. I saw a crrush I had last year named Franklin, who is, atm, planning his wedding to a longtime girlfriend. (They are perfect together! Otp! XD) I saw Snow White, from the Disney movie, as a child. I saw my aunt Amanda, from a

picture I saw of her at that age.. I saw some anonymous kid who, was a little boy, but had some of the sane features as me... Brown hair , blues eyes, same shaped nose... And, the other two children, were you and Ray, and you two looked like 7, and you were asleep like a sloth in his lap and he watched you with an expression which is hard to explain, but it was like, fake friendly.. Anyways, I sat

down cross-legged in the middle of the group, and Tom (the little boy that I baby-sit) hopped into my lap crying. The woman, who wore a long-sleeved shirt and long navy blue skirt, said she couldn't make him stop crying, and, oh, by the way, could I take care of the children for awhile? My response was, to put it in rp form, "*mouth hangs open, staring up, wide-eyed at the teacher* Uh.... um..." (

I have a great way with words... XD) She said, "Great!" and walked off, and I felt a sense of overwhelming dread come over me as I watched her disappear into a building. Almost immediately, the kids started acting up. My aunt was telling my old neighbor Shane how she was gonna tear the place down and rebuild it her way. (She is an architect.) Shane agreed, but said to rebuild it using the messed

up materials, and make it like one straight tower up to the moon. (My oddness rubbed off on him, and vice versa..) The grocery lady said, "You, um, you could-" then she face-planted, started crying, and I pulled her into my lap too, along with Tom, who had his face buried into my shirt, like I was his mother, and whispered, "No please... Just leave it up..." Suzanne toddled over to Franklin, and

she snuggled up to him saying, "Our house could be here.." and Franklin went, "Bleh! I don't like you!" (which is odd because he is like a Southern gentleman and has esquisite manners. XD) and Suzanne acted like she didn't hear that. The little boy who looked a bit like me was chatting with Snow White off to the side that a cottage would be much nicer. Then, Ray raised a blade and said, "Why can't

we just destroy it..?" and even though I thought you were asleep, you reached up and choked him with your hand. You sat up, while he was trying to get his breath back, and said, "No. Well.... not now at least..." And I'm just sitting there trying to think of a way to get you to act quiet, because people were staring at all 11 of us. I stood up, putting the 2 children on the ground, but Tom wanted

back up, so, I picked him back up, and I heard behind me, Shane chanting, "I see London, I see France, I see Magg-" Then I heard Franklin yell, "Shut up!" and Suzanne reply, "So decisive.." and I heard a smack/punching noise, so I turned around to see what in the world just happened.

Shane was laying on the ground, with swirly eyes, and Snow White, you, Ray, and Franklin were standing over him. I looked like I gave no bothers (The dream was half first person, half third person.) and pointed at y'all with my free hand. "Alright, who did this?" Tom jumped down and poked Shane and Snow White got teary. "I swear it wasn't me!" And she came over and hugged my leg, crying a bit.

I patted her head, telling her it was alright, and I knew she wouldn't do it. She than ran over to male me and I saw them playing some handclap game. I looked back over at the 3 culprits and you 3 were all arguing, while Shane was trying to get up, but too dizzy to do so. I walked over and picked up Shane and placed him on a bench to nap and then walked back over to the three of you and sat

cross-legged in front of you three. Franklin looked so done with it all, you looked like you wanted to punch a tree, and Ray completely failed with trying to put on a look of pure innocence. Before I could address the matter, Franklin declared it wasn't him, that all he did was yell, nothing more. I could tell he was telling the truth, so I excused him and Suzanne escorted him away.

So, you two started arguing about who did it, and I grabbed both your heads. "Stop it! Why would either of you punch Shane?" You pointed to Ray. "He just likes violence." Then Ray pointed to you. "She heard that Shane saw (that)." And you got mad and slapped him and he laughed at you saying it wasn't helping your case and you two started arguing again and I just sat there, like a dummy. (XD)

So, I was trying to figure out who did it, then someone tapped my shoulder, and looking behind me was a man in a white pinstripe suit, pale, almost deathly skin, almost white blue eyes, and hair that seemed like it was electrocuted. "Why even bother?" he asked. I stood up, with folded arms, not fully aware that everything was silent besides us. "Because I need to, that's why." He was

frowning and I realized he was not looking at me, but behind me. "Eck... You gave those brats something of mine.." I said I had no idea what he was talking about and he told me not at the moment I did, but later I would. Then you and Ray kicked his shins, and he just looked so done. "You could just end this." He pointed to a tall bell tower. "It wouldn't hurt so bad after awhile.." But, unlike

the many times before, I said no. "I won't do that. Stop it." He seemed unfazed. "Well, things always end. This has to end. And it has to end soon. It has to end now." And the last thing I saw was him, like a flash, grab my shoulder, and it turned black and I heard a horrible noise and all 10 of the main children screaming and yelling various things and crying. I then woke up, ending the dream..

I had another dream after that, but, now that I think of it, I don't really remember most of it.... My third dream made me cry when I woke up.... It is what made me start writing these things.... Well, I was sitting on my pink and white bed, on Miiverse, when I saw a new community. The community was for selling real life possessions and I went to check it out. I browsed the community for a bit

and saw that you made a post for selling something. At first I was suprised, then I scrolled down and saw more posts from you, selling so many things... I commented on one asking what you were doing and this was the response: You: ......I'm selling stuff.... Me: Why? One or 2 things are ok, but that's a lot of stuff! You: .....We have to talk. Me: Well, aren't we already talking? XD Then, I heard

a squeek at the other end of my bed, and you were sitting there, still looking at a 2DS screen. I saw a new message appear on the screen saying, "Not what I ment..." and you looked over at me and your expression... it was one of the most saddest forsaken expressions I've ever seen.... You said, "You know I'm moving.." and I shook my head no and said we could prevent that! You were silent for a

moment, then you patted next to you. I moved over and sat next to you and you said, "You can't prevent that... You can try but you can't..." I was starting to tear up and my voice got all cracked and I couldn't say anything that made sense. You hugged me and I just burst into tears, and, like a mother, you pulled me into your lap and held me, and it went on for a while, then the dream ended..

Day 2, September 7, 2014: I didn't accomplish much yesterday... I basically just got sick from eating pizza for lunch, watched football with my father, who is getting better at holding back his rage of his horrible team, watching YouTube and briefly talked on Miiverse... Pretty much it in my boring life... I'm going to church today, and I haven't gone in about a month, mostly because of

sickness and visiting my grandparents.. I think I'm gonna wear my green knitted 50s style dress. (Not tacky green. It's a nice green..) I already know the elderly may ask me some questions, which makes me a bit uncomfortable since they usually block the entrances to every room so you're stuck talking to them even if you gotta be somewhere quickly..

Read some of my old rps... Was Maggie really that ditzy back then or was it just me... I facepalmed so many times where I saw that I didn't understand advances or a situation...

Day 3, September 8, 2014: I woke up to my sister repeatedly whacking my leg telling me to wake up... Asked her to be more gentle, but she ignored me, which is common... I'm probably gonna get my laptop today and I'm looking at some furniture for my room, since I'm using plastic boxes for a nightstand.. I'm also deciding on a lady therapist to go and talk to... Yay... And, my mom said that after

I wake up now, I need to do "a satisfactory amount of work" before I can be on my 3DS, which is probably until 3, but, at 5, we usually make supper, then she said with the amount of nightmares I've been having lately, that I should get off at the 3DS at 8 pm... Basically, I think she wants me to abandon my 3DS, but, I won't be doing that because: 1. I don't really talk to anyone except

people on here. (People outside of my family.) 2. I promised I would keep you up on my life when you were gone, and I'm not breaking that promise... I do have to wonder if we'll talk again... Not knowing what happened is heart-wrenching, especially since you said we would talk later... I still pray for you everyday, and I hope you are safe and happy wherever you are...

Well.... Someone called me "tsundere" on a rp... Not really sure why... After rping with random people, I really miss rping with you... And, some of these rpers stink too...

Day 4, September, 9, 2014: It's been a week since we last spoke.... At this point, I wonder if we'll ever speak again.... I ordered my laptop yesterday and a bedside table/nightstand. I've needed the nightstand for a while now... I started a journal to write my life in, like a diary, and to write small pieces of fanfiction whenever an idea pops into my head... The weather has been rainy and

stormy, and since we live near a golf course, a pond, and several tall trees are near our home, it makes me nervous a bit, which is especially disappointing since my favorite weather is either a crisp fall day or a raging storm... Too bad fall doesn't show itself much down here... When the leaves fall, they are never crispy... They're still a bit flexible... Well, the one tree near our house that

should have nice crispy fall leaves is diseased, so, the leaves look sickly and don't turn crispy properly... My dog is actually a bit afraid of crispy leaves. I think that may be normal, since dogs from the hunter breed line, tend to stay away from leaf piles by instinct... Next month, my family and I will be going to Disney World.. Maybe all the main rides will not be closed for mantinence...

Just found my sister on YouTube... And soon, by my own hand, I shall be there too!

Well, my sister is gonna be in a musical... I learned one of the numbers with her so she could have another person to practice that with.. (The number is about being proud to be what other's deem as "freaks" and I like that...) She's gonna be one of the 3 Little Pigs and she's gonna wear a fat suit... XD

Day 6, September 11, 2014: Hm... I was busy with chores and napped a lot yesterday, so I forgot to write.... Today, however, I got my driver's permit and voter's registration. I almost failed the test for the driver's permit, but, I was able to succeed... My sister bought me a milkshake afterwards. Very kind of her... She's the nicest of the 2 of us right now and much more thoughtful... I have

started reading the "Great Gatsby" which is interesting... Very 1920's-ish.... I also started watching one of your favorite shows, Invader Zim, which I am enjoying so far. Too bad I can't tell you this personally... Don't know what your reaction would be... Well, I'm gonna take a rest now and finish off my milkshake... Bye...

Day 7, September 12, 2014: Bleh.... I dislike weeding in the middle of the day, especially when fire ants crawl into your gloves and bite you so many times before you can pull the glove off... Soooo many fire ants in my yard. I dislike them biting me.... Well, er, apparently, I almost failed the eye test portion of the driver's permit test yesterday, so I may have to get glasses... I'm not sure

how good they would look on me.... If I do get them, I may have to change my Mii and how I draw my oc/self, which is a hassle I'm too lazy to face... Heh, get it? "Face"? XD ......Eck, sorry, bad pun..... I had a dream last night, but, I can only remember bits and pieces of it. Well, you were there, which you didn't say much... You mostly nodded or screamed....

Well, I don't know why exactly, but you, me, and some random ill dude who I swore I've seen before, but couldn't recognize (isn't that just like a dream to do that..) were walking along a dusty road, with tall trees arching over our heads, and it looked like autumnal leaves, but, oddly, the trees were from all kinds of places and environments... Well, the order of us (we were walking shoulder

to shoulder) was you on the left, me in the middle, and the sick guy on the right, who was holding his stomach... He was, if he wasn't doubled over about 7 inches taller than me, so, you were the tallest of course. Well, we were walking when the guy looked over and said something about a rampaging snake and everything was silent for a moment, until you leaned forward and glared at him, saying,

".....We don't speak of the snake." and went back to walking normally. I just shrugged, "Maybe it likes the woods?" He didn't hear me though, and we approached a high fence, where there was a field on the other side. I didn't just want to go to that field. I NEEDED to go to that field... So, I said, "Lift me, Vinitia!" looking a bit stupid with a leaf that had fallen on my head. So, you helped me

onto your shoulders and, although it helped, the fence was too tall. You tried to lean against the fence to help balance, but we both ran into the fence, which was electric and we both collapsed in a pile, with smoke and stuff coming off of us. The sick guy laughed and I got up and heard something... I heard leaves crackling and branches whacking into each other, but not snapping. You were still

on the ground, still trying to recover since you took the blunt of it... I walked away quietly, to see what the noise was coming from... I strayed off the road and walked in the forest for a bit... Then, I saw something in the corner of my eye. It was a giant python of sorts, normal length-wise but width was huge. We stared at each other for a moment, then I went running back to y'all, tripping

over branches, running into leaves... I finally came back to you two out of breath, where I saw the sick guy poke you and you slapped him, looking a bit annoyed. I was yelling that the snake was coming and I grabbed both of you guys's arms and started running. Well, as I was running, I saw the snake up ahead and turned around, but the fence was there. We couldn't go through the woods or we would

be slowed down enough to get easily caught... So we were trapped... I started hyperventilating and you just looked at the snake and started walking towards it. I yelled for you to come back, but you kept going. I shook the sick boy by the shoulders, begging him to help, and something dropped out from under his shirt. He wasn't sick at all, he was just hiding something. I picked it up and saw that

it was one of those electric burning craft saws, that you use to cut through stuff like styrafoam.. But, when I looked at it, it was like a blueprint. Well, when I looked back over at the snake, apparently, you decided to fight it and you were on the losing side... I turned on the contraption in my hand and ran over... I... well, it was kinda icky and I was very maniacal about it all... Well, at

the end, the snake was, well, you couldn't tell it was a snake.... It resembled mashed potatoes, cubed steak, stuff like that all mixed together... It was bad... Well, we walked away from the mess I made and you two walked faster and I kinda wanted to go at my own pace, so I was behind you... Well, I looked back on my "accomplishment" and, horrifyingly, all of it was coming back together to reform

the snake, which towered over me, blocking out the little bit of sun there was. I looked back, and you two had disappeared. Then, the snake coiled it's (hm.. tail...? I feel like it's the opposite end, so it shall be called tail) tail around my legs, breaking them, disabling me from running and it said, "Never think that you can destroy anything." and it went black and I woke up. So... Yep...

Day 8, September 13, 2014: Well, I finally got my laptop in the mail. It wasn't the color I was expecting though... It was supposed to be a sleek shiny black, but, it was a chrome color instead... Oh well... Well, I finished watching the tv series... I did it in approximately 2 days! And.. You aren't here to enjoy my accomplishment with me, so I'll just try and send brain waves to you. XD

Oh! You're back!! I... I thought it was Jess again so I didn't check... My hands are shaking so bad! My mom and sister say hi! XD

Hello? You there..?

Oh, I did say something like that.. XD Well, will I see you later then or no?

Oh... Well, I hope you have a good time today and tomorrow.

I'm not sure... I don't know... I don't even know what time it is for you atm. XD

Ok. *hugs* Just try and have a good time, ok? It's like, 5:30 pm for me on Wednesday atm..

Yes, I think so... Won't see you Thursday and Friday... And then glorious Saturday shall come! XD I may have my YouTube stuff up by then, so, that'll be cool! I can use the time then to record stuff. Yesh.. Sounds like a plan.. XD Well, have fun shopping and tell me what you get on Saturday! XD

*kisses your cheek* Mwah! XD Have fuuun! XD

Yesh.. Pretendings good.. XD Bye love!

Hm... Speaking of Pokemon... Maybe I should try drawing the one you frequently talk about... Can't be too hard...

Bleh.... It could be better, but I tried... And that wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. XD

Oh, it's also holding a cupcake. Why? Cause I felt like it! XD

2 episodes of Super Mario Galaxy Let's Play on YouTube.. *topples from exhaustion* Rerecorded the first episode 3 times... And the first episode you can barely hear my at points... And I sound dumb! XD Apparently, Soltai thought I would have a deeper, faster voice. Nope, I sound like a 13 year old with a cold. XD (which, I am stuffy from allergies, so, that contributes to it...)

You there...?

Yay! *hugs* XD I had to get a snack and you came while I was getting one.. XD

You ok....?