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NikkiMidnaPanda

01/10/2017 3:07 PM ·Spoilers

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Jeez, I'm pathetic. My sister doesn't deserve to put up with me like she does. I mean, at least she finally said something about it. All she does is try to make me feel better but all I do is shoot her down. She tells me to stop making a big deal out of things yet, being the irrational person I am, I refuse.

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  • I took a mock exam at school today. I was exhausted. When I got back, I sat in art class doing nothing. Lots of people were starting to paint their ceiling tiles. (It's kinda like a tradition-ish for artistic students, or anyone really, to paint ceiling tiles. Not sure if I've said this or not, but there are quite a lot in my school.) Ever since I started high school, I wanted to make a lot of...

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  • Ceiling tiles because I wanted to be able to go back and admire my art, or if not, other people could maybe. But today, I sluggishly plopped into my seat and groaned about not wanting to start. Then I groaned to myself that I probably should start today, or else I might not ever start. So I picked a tile out, set it on the table, and stared. I didn't want to use my hands to paint it...

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  • (We don't have any giant brushes to paint with) My sister kept telling me to just use my hands and I stubbornly told her I can't because I didn't want to have to constantly wash my hands with icy cold water. So Courtney sighed, and she started to paint my tile for me. I eventually joined in. We were blending the colors together. They didn't look pale enough to me, so I went to get some white paint

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  • It was in a jug. As I tilted it, it poured out much faster than I expected and then there was a giant white glob of paint on my tile. I tried blending it with the other colors like I wanted, but there was too much. I was getting upset, deciding it was ruined. Courtney told me it wasn't, that I could just paint over it. No, I can't, I told her, pointing out the large excess of paint...

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  • She scraped it off with a used canvas. It looked horrible. The ground I had painted was uneven and it ran up into the colors of the sky. If I couldn't find the right color combinations today, I figured the whole thing was ruined. I was crying like the stupid kid I am. She tried to tell me it'll be ok. I said nothing was ok. That's when she had had enough. She huffed "fine" and walked off...

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  • * ... that's rough, kid. just remember, there are loads of people who care for you. you should make sure they know you appreciate it, whether you think you deserve it or not. * AFTER ALL, YOU NEVER KNOW WHO MAY FIND A KINDRED SPIRIT IN YOU, OR WHO YOU MIGHT FIND ONE IN!

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  • * pretty much what pap said. * there's this guy we met... comin' up on a year ago now. he hangs out in his parents' living room (even sleeps there, with his issues) with no idea how to move forward. * even he's prayin' for a miracle, like how you seem to be. * maybe folks like that had better band together, y'know?

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  • It sounds to me like it could be a sort of hormonal problem that's making you feel melancholy all the time. The lack of sun from it being wintertime affects that. Taking vitamin D3 tablets might help with that a little. Another useful way to perk up is to listen to music. The human body tends to want to accelerate or slow the heart-rate in response to the rhythms around you, so listening to fast »

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  • »rhythms can get your adrenaline pumping whereas slow tunes can make you feel melancholy. So I'm not taking about lyrics or anything; it's the tune itself that can tweak your mood. Some of my favorite tracks to listen to when I need to perk up are the final boss theme from The Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks, 'You Are My Hope' from Bravely Default, or 'Calamari Inkantation' from Splatoon, to name »

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  • » a few. But above all; your mood and how you let it effect you is mainly all a matter of choice. It's ultimately up to you whether you take control of your emotions or let them take control of you. Sometimes, when things are getting too overwhelming, the best thing to do is just walk away for awhile and come back to it later when you're better focused. And don't forget to pray for inner-peace.

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  • Meh... I don't think I said any of this anywhere near as well as I could have, and I know I'm probably not the best person to be offering words of advice or encouragement, since I'm not all that good with words and don't really know what to say, but it hurts to see you beating yourself up like this. IDK if anything I say is helpful or not, but I really hope you can feel better about everything...

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  • Awwww.. I sadly have no idea of what I could say ;-; Maybe talk about it with ur sis, I'm sure she didn't have any bad thought. Don't feel bad, I'm sure everything will be okay

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  • Hey Nikki if you need someone to talk to I'm always here for you

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  • I'd like to listen to music more. Unfortunately, I don't carry a decent pair of earbuds with me all the time. I think I'd need wifi to listen to music, but I don't have any music apps like Pandora. Maybe I should try to anyway... And I have another admin notif. Lol I hope I get banned.

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  • Oh, why would u get banned? o-o

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  • ... I see some pals jacked my account the other day, but hey, what they said ain't false, even if they said a bit too much... So just gonna wish you the best.

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