-Holly was heaving deep breaths, screaming her lungs out as tears streamed down her face. Why did it hurt so much? Her head felt like it was being smashed open, her chest was tight and flaming, her stomach was knotted and unsettled, she felt like a wreck. Why was she losing control? Was this another manic episode? Godnhow she hated those! Always random, always serious, always painful-