Oh okay I get it. Well honey, I'd say tell him how u feel but don't be afraid to go slow! Because there'll be time 4 more things in the future, believe me! And I know u probably hear stuff like that from your parents all the time but it's true. Life can be great, and there is no rush. If things r meant to be, they WILL be! And if not then it's better to have no regrets. But DO tell him how u feel!