You can do it, Kujo. Don't give up. We all feel disheartened sometimes, heck I'm humbled every time I visit this talented community. I am no way near the calibur of some of the artists on here, including you. You're art surpasses mine by a mile. Yet, I'm not disheartened. I draw and draw. You are way more talented than I, so keep going. You can make it.