everybody [well maybe not everybody] has that feeling when a pet or loved one dies and TONS AND TONS of emotions buikd up inside u and its sad cause ur going to miss them for a looooong time [maybe or maybe not, ur choice...] all im sayin is u shouldnt feel so sad the thing is no matter how hard we try WE ARE GOING TO DIE IF ITS AT 100 OR 20 WE ARE GOING TO DIE KEEP THIS IN YOUR MIND