Gus:..*hugs Lila*..no,you're Not a mistake..and you don't ruin everything,or only cause pain and sadness..Lila,to me you're beautiful and whenever i see you it just makes my day better..and hey,you don't ruin everything,something you may think is ruined could always be made into something better..so please,stop saying these things about yourself because they're not true..you're amazing Lila.. :3