S-still, I don't feel comfortable with this. Lottie is as close a friend as I've ever had. I know just she doesn't want to feel like needs to be in control all the time, but I'm not okay at all with TAKING that control. "Wow. You really don't have a cruel bone in your body, do you?" I-is that a bad thing? "I sure hope not. We could use more people like that these days." Even so, it's not helping.