Dang... I'm sorry, I really do wish it was like the old days, I know I bring that up a lot, but sometimes things just change, and unfortunately, for both you and me, we got hit with the bad change, I've wished for the good for so long now. I just hope things will change for you in the near future! And the good kind of change too! Just keep pushing on man, I know it's rough, but do your best.