Th-that's not … "My faculties were impaired, Lottie. You must understand this. I was not thinking straight, and thus allowed my various anxieties to come to the fore. I could not even articulate half of them." And you hit on my uncle. "And I … yes. I apologise for you having to see that." No, I understand. You only did that because you're so lonely … "Clearly you do not understand me at all, no."