"On the one hand, I am a golem. My emotions are entirely goal-directed. When I work toward or fulfill a task, I am happy. When I fail a task, I am sad. When I encounter an obstacle, I become angry or afraid. Happiness should be easy for me to achieve, and yet … all I've been feeling lately is confused." Confused? "My current task is to be a good person. So I've been reading a lot of philosophy."