@Matthew, yeah.. that's true.. @AVA, Wow.. that's actually pretty much exactly how I feel :o @Duke, yeah, I know there's many others that like me and I'm thankful for that, but this does still hurt. Also thanks, I really appreciate you being there for me. But why do you think I hate you? :0 @Anthony, Yeah that's definitely true. I have had thoughts like that.. it's just unfair that this