nate:merka *he looks sad and sighs* merka is the demon inside me when rage comes out we call that "the demons coat" when the black stuff come out and spread though my body thats called "the will of the demon" and when merka comes out we call it "the awakening of the demon" i become merka like he comes out and i go inside him its happend only twice when i was a kid and when i was an exorcist so yea