Hi Hayley, is Mathew saying something bad?:( But on the other hand I don't really want to know as ignorance is bliss. I thought I was leaving all this stressfulness behind when I decided to commit to this difficult decision...Hopefully Mathew can just forget and move on. I have had ALOT of people, strange miiversers to me, tell me about a 'message' and why I'm doing this?...It sort of feels like