'What are you …' Don't. Give. Up. '… What, that's it?' I know too well that it seems hopeless sometimes. But happiness is worth fighting for. You have to believe you can find it. And that you deserve it. Because things get better, Canberra, but only if you make them so. Not through desperate stunts like this, but by honest effort. You have to believe there's a way out, or you'll never find it.