I know and understand nobody is perfect, I was never ever thinking of u as a trophy, I would never even think of u like that Ava, I didn't mean to hurt ur feelings like that I'm sorry I didn't mean to Idk what happened, please forgive me please give me another chance, also it was goin to be our 1 mouth anniversary and I was goin to go to Oklahoma to see u, even if I had to look high and low...