(I'm not really losing interest. I was waiting for the host to comment. Oh well.) Jule (I'm gonna call Lucy Jule when the pessimism takes over) continued roasting the rats, not even caring about what she was doing. 'LET ME TAKE CONTROL' Lucy screamed in her head. This startled Jule, and in that moment Lucy was able to take control. Her emotions came flooding back, and she felt horrible.